Some songs take a lot of work. I had to go back to this one about 4 times: Once for the chorus' lyrics, once to change the key, once to rewrite the verses... finally to transpose to a lower key and add a key change. (I say that last bit so matter-of-factly, when transposing keys and writing a key change still seems like voodoo magic to me.)
But I went back to it four times because I kept thinking there was something there. Something in the message about the freeing grace of Jesus, something in the chorus that soars so beautifully even when sung by a voice like mine.
So it's by no means perfect, but I'm closer to doing justice to my vision of what this song could be, do, say, and feel like.
It was born when I was thinking about some of the ordinary, nameless people whose lives gave testimony to the grace of Jesus. What did they think when they encountered his healing grace?
I ended up writing about the Geresene demoniac in Mark, the woman accused of adultery in John, and one of the criminals crucified with Jesus on Golgotha. To each of them I applied the question, "Is this the love that frees me? Frees me from my sin, frees me from my self-centeredness, frees me from my demons? I wish I could see Jesus in that light every day without fail. I might appreciate him more.
Make me ecstatic: if you drop by to listen to the song please leave a comment and tell me what you think.
Key of Gmin | 4/4 Slow, about 100 | A "rock opera" feel?
Intro: Gm /// F / Eb … Gm /// F / Eb
VERSE 1 Gm ----------------------Am-Gm This graveyard is my home, Legion is my name
Dmin------------------------------Eb Night and day I howl at those who set these chains
Gm ----------------------Am-Gm You come up from the shore, healing words you speak
Dmin----------------------------Eb The demons that consume me flee into the sea
------F Am I now free?
CHORUS --------------------- Gm - Eb Is this the love that frees me
-------F Is the light that shines from you
-------------------Gm - Eb Something I can believe in
---F A beacon of God’s truth
Eb Dawn is breaking, my soul awakening
-----------------------------F It’s your voice that I hear calling
Eb Joy surrounds me and love abounds
------------------------ F Into your presence I am falling
--------------------Gm – F - Eb Is this the love that frees me
VERSE 2 Gm -----------------Am - Gm A woman with no name, kneeling on the ground
Dmin------------------------------- Eb Violent men who seek my death are gathered ‘round
Gm--------------------------Am - Gm Their hands hold jagged stones, mine tremble with fear
Dmin--------------------------------------- Eb You speak and hearts are softened and God’s peace draws near
-----F What man are you?
CHORUS
Key change to A minor
VERSE 3 Am----------------Gm - Am Hanging next to you, nailed here for my crimes
E min----------------------------- F My heavy heart regrets a life of wasted time
Am-------------------Gm - Am Your eyes look into mine, a smile lights your face
E min --------------------- F The words you whisper to me pull me into grace
In Chapter 7 of Mark's Gospel we read this about Jesus:
"Then he returned from the region of Tyre, and went by way of Sidon to the Sea of Galilee in the region of Decapolis. They brought to him a deaf man who had an impediment in his speech and they begged him to lay his hand on him. He took him aside in private, away from the crowd, and put his fingers in his ears, and he spat and touched his tongue. Then looking up to heaven he sighed and said to him, 'Ephphatha,' that is, 'Be opened.' And immediately his ears were opened, his tongue was released, and he spoke plainly."
This passage speaks to me. I've never considered myself a songwriter, or even a musician. But when I came to Christ in my 40th year something wondrously odd seemed to open up inside of me, and from somewhere in my soul the songs in this blog came pouring out.
I remember with a weird sort of clarity how startled I was when one day in the shower a complete chorus came to my mind and my lips. (If you're curious it's now in this blog as a mostly complete song called "Be Still.") I don't know how or why these things happen -- why I can be driving to work musing over words and melodies and suddenly find myself unraveling a song. But it happens every once in a while and I'm thankful for it.
Caveats and disclaimers: I'm not a piano player. I'm a bass player, and a pretty mediocre one at that. And my bass -- though I love my black Fender Jazz to pieces and affectionately call her "Bessie" -- just isn't a good accompaniment instrument. So the piano playing on these tracks is coarse and unrefined at its best, awful at its worst. Forgive me!
And I'm not a singer, either. Especially when I'm trying to remember where my fingers are supposed to go on the keyboard. So as I say in most of these posts: try to listen to the song while ignoring the stuff around it.
All songs displayed here in their current state are copyright Michael Thelander. But none of them are "finished." I'm more than willing to work with any partners who can help these tunes reach any potential they may have and speak to more people.
After all, they're not mine. All I can believe is that they came from God's own heart.
About these songs...
As I comment elsewhere in this blog, none of these songs are really "finished" in a true sense. They're at a point where they can tell an end-to-end-story, and where they can be played without too many gaps, but they're not finished.
Over the couple of years that I've been working on these songs I've come to realize that this perpetual state of "undone-ness" is a good thing. I believe songs are alive, and that they need to have room to grow. And I especially believe that songs of faith need input and shaping from more than one person: In as much as the spirt dwells in all who believe, it can't find its true expression in the outpouring of one voice.
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