This is Take 2 of this song. The original audio was pretty bad. I'd love to do this one if "full rock" mode with guitars and drums some day. -- MT
I'm a terrible piano player. In fact, I'm not a piano player at all. I'm a bassist (sometimes). So it took me about 45 tries to get this end-to-end track, with both of my daughters giggling at me while I stumbled through my many attempts.
"Glorious Failures" is a reflection on the contrast between earthly success -- the right job, the right house, the right spouse -- and the and success we feel when we finally grasp the message of the Gospel and begin to move in the "river of grace."
The more we succeed according to the terms of this world, the steeper and more treacherous becomes the path we need to follow behind Jesus.
I don't know what the answer is to this dilemma. I still spend more time worrying about how I can get a new car and secure my retirement than I do about how I can serve the kingdom. But those few times when I've stood still and let Jesus breath on me, work through me, are the times when I feel most complete.
"Jesus told him, “If you want to be perfect, go and sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.” But when the young man heard this, he went away sad, for he had many possessions." Matthew 19:21 How many times have I thought, "I'm the young man"?
Please pay special attention to the way I fumble my own words at the end of the bridge. Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing, trying to write songs of all things!
Rock feel about 118, key of A
VERSE 1 A-----G -----------Em------------Esus4 So beguiled by the promises life offers us
----A -------G -------Asus4 We climb and climb in our own hands we place our trust
-----A ---- G ---Em --------------- Esus4 The sirens sing “Have it your way” “Just do it”
A----- G---Asus4 So we plan endless schemes to strike it rich
---------A ---------- G ------------Em ----- G When all is said and done, what have we become?
CHORUS ---------A----------G-D -------------------A-------G-D/F#m Glorious failures……oh oh at the feet of our Savior oh oh
---------A----------G-D ----------------A------G-D/F#m Glorious failures…… oh oh in need of our Maker
Em Lost on the way to the golden ring
--D/F#m Can we find our way to the risen king
Em Can faceless players in the games of man
D/F#m------------------------------------Em Be precious children of the great I Am
---------- A-------------- G - D -------- A --- G-D/F# Or are we Glorious failures… … ..Glorious failures
VERSE 2 -----A-----G ------Em-------------------Esus4 Our lives redeemed pulled from wreckage into light
-- A -------G --Asus4 A late reprieve granted by the grace of Christ
-------A ---- G ----------Em ----------- Esus4 We’ve broken free from the prison of our endless greed
----A----- G-------Asus4 At last we see an aching world so full of need
------------A --G ----------------Em ----- G Your glory overcomes the failures we’ve become
(CHORUS)
BRIDGE A ----------- G -------- A ---------------Bm Glorious so glorious …. Glorious what you do in us
A ---------- G --------------------A ----------------Bm Glorious so glorious, failure turns glorious when you breathe on us
In Chapter 7 of Mark's Gospel we read this about Jesus:
"Then he returned from the region of Tyre, and went by way of Sidon to the Sea of Galilee in the region of Decapolis. They brought to him a deaf man who had an impediment in his speech and they begged him to lay his hand on him. He took him aside in private, away from the crowd, and put his fingers in his ears, and he spat and touched his tongue. Then looking up to heaven he sighed and said to him, 'Ephphatha,' that is, 'Be opened.' And immediately his ears were opened, his tongue was released, and he spoke plainly."
This passage speaks to me. I've never considered myself a songwriter, or even a musician. But when I came to Christ in my 40th year something wondrously odd seemed to open up inside of me, and from somewhere in my soul the songs in this blog came pouring out.
I remember with a weird sort of clarity how startled I was when one day in the shower a complete chorus came to my mind and my lips. (If you're curious it's now in this blog as a mostly complete song called "Be Still.") I don't know how or why these things happen -- why I can be driving to work musing over words and melodies and suddenly find myself unraveling a song. But it happens every once in a while and I'm thankful for it.
Caveats and disclaimers: I'm not a piano player. I'm a bass player, and a pretty mediocre one at that. And my bass -- though I love my black Fender Jazz to pieces and affectionately call her "Bessie" -- just isn't a good accompaniment instrument. So the piano playing on these tracks is coarse and unrefined at its best, awful at its worst. Forgive me!
And I'm not a singer, either. Especially when I'm trying to remember where my fingers are supposed to go on the keyboard. So as I say in most of these posts: try to listen to the song while ignoring the stuff around it.
All songs displayed here in their current state are copyright Michael Thelander. But none of them are "finished." I'm more than willing to work with any partners who can help these tunes reach any potential they may have and speak to more people.
After all, they're not mine. All I can believe is that they came from God's own heart.
About these songs...
As I comment elsewhere in this blog, none of these songs are really "finished" in a true sense. They're at a point where they can tell an end-to-end-story, and where they can be played without too many gaps, but they're not finished.
Over the couple of years that I've been working on these songs I've come to realize that this perpetual state of "undone-ness" is a good thing. I believe songs are alive, and that they need to have room to grow. And I especially believe that songs of faith need input and shaping from more than one person: In as much as the spirt dwells in all who believe, it can't find its true expression in the outpouring of one voice.
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